buticancarryyou said:i think the hardest fic i’ve had to write was ‘in the aftermath’ which deals with dean’s emotions right after sam jumps in the pit. and oh boy. i had to stop so many times to pull my emotions together. and you’re cuteeeeeeeee. i love you.
I read this story one time, and one time only, while I was at my Mommy’s and she was so concerned and distressed because I cried all the time and whined and whimpered and squirmed on the sofa and she was all like “If it upsets you so much, stop reading ffs!” and I just COULDN’T!!! And I didn’t want to either because… It is a masterpiece (and the only reason it’s not on my fic rec list with the others is because I’m scared to write a comment!!!! :,) - I’m a wimp, I know! xD).
This story broke my heart and put it together just to shatter it again in no time- but I’m addicted to it nevertheless.
Awww, no I’m not cute, I’m a wuss and a wimp and I’m a crybaby. /blushes
I love you more, flower child. ;D
buticancarryyou said:im a little bit sorry. it hurts to write it as much as it does to read it, i can guarantee that. but my heart just leads the way and i write in it’s wake. /sigh it’s a hard job, but someone’s gotta do it.
I know, the first time I wrote a minor character death (it was the death of a parent!) I bawled my eyes out myself because the story was so heavy on my heart. But you’re right, someone has to do it and though everything hurts now I’m glad I read it, because it’s extraordinary and beautiful like all the other stories you wrote. UwU And as always I’m left in awe and I can’t help but think you’re a gift to us all. :,)
And just in case you want to see what happens when I read your stuff, take a look under the cut, but beware, it’s my make up-less, tired (2am here!), crying, sniffling face. ;D
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buticancarryyou said:ahhhh im sorry bb. i can’t help myself. it’s a sickness.
YOU’RE NOT SORRY WHATSOEVER, don’t even pretend you are, flower child. :) But it’s okay, shhhh, we love you for turning us into cry babies and sobbing messes.
I didn’t have the heart to read Karri’s latest fic by now because everyone says they’re crying and I just sit here, fidgeting around and try to ignore the fact that it will break me
Okay, I seem to have serious issues with my Inbox/replying to messages so it would be actually fine if someone could send me a message to see if I even get it
Maria, I got all your messages and replied to every single one of them, but they seemed to get lost????? I would never, ever be annoyed of you baby /pulls you close
I installed xkit yesterday after a long time again- maybe it has something to do with it? Is xkit not entirely compatible with Firefox? Any suggestions?
No you guys don’t understand what it feels like when
- your friends and bloggers that you love most reblog your written stuff and tag it with 'perfection' and 'fave'
- a blog you admire from afar for months suddenly follows you
I’m having a serious situation over here